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Salam...
am feeling sad since yesterday. am really not in a good mood... there are times when we suddenly feel that we're not needed. and it sad when it is really happen to us. i fight so hard to get what i have now, and i'm happy...so happy!! i've been blessed!! n then i forget all about HIM. but what if i lost it...what will happen to me and all the plan that i already stated?! will i be strong enough to fight again?? i have to see HIM again...and last night i prayed...i asked forgiveness from HIM... i prayed for HIS blessing...i really, really need HIS blessing.... for all that i have now, my hubby, my family, especially our parents, my job, my life...and suddenly i cried...it took almost an hour for me to realize that i have another responsibility to accomplish...
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i tried to sleep last night, but i couldn't. i tried harder, but my mind won't let me. i even woke up in the middle of the night...things keep playing in my mind. suddenly, i realize i must fight, and never stop!! HE gave me opportunity (and will always...) to have all things that the person could have asked for, and i must appreciate it...and pray for a better tomorrow because new things awaits me...
**this is the first time i express my feelings trough my blog. but still, i don't know if it's help or not..........may ALLAH be with me...amin... ~~
am feeling sad since yesterday. am really not in a good mood... there are times when we suddenly feel that we're not needed. and it sad when it is really happen to us. i fight so hard to get what i have now, and i'm happy...so happy!! i've been blessed!! n then i forget all about HIM. but what if i lost it...what will happen to me and all the plan that i already stated?! will i be strong enough to fight again?? i have to see HIM again...and last night i prayed...i asked forgiveness from HIM... i prayed for HIS blessing...i really, really need HIS blessing.... for all that i have now, my hubby, my family, especially our parents, my job, my life...and suddenly i cried...it took almost an hour for me to realize that i have another responsibility to accomplish...
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i tried to sleep last night, but i couldn't. i tried harder, but my mind won't let me. i even woke up in the middle of the night...things keep playing in my mind. suddenly, i realize i must fight, and never stop!! HE gave me opportunity (and will always...) to have all things that the person could have asked for, and i must appreciate it...and pray for a better tomorrow because new things awaits me...
**this is the first time i express my feelings trough my blog. but still, i don't know if it's help or not..........may ALLAH be with me...amin... ~~
2 pearls says.... (^-^)v:
Salam.....
Sometimes u will come to a certain point in ur life where out off the blue u start to think whether u r doing what u suppose to be doing. but then, what is that we supposes to be doing at this point in life? Is it the things that we r doing now? Or is it something else? Decisions and choices we made before all have lead us to this point in life. This is where we suppose to be....and if we are not happy or satisfied with what we r doing, that we believe that we can do things much better......we r right. Start brainstorming on how to make life much better,,,think of our weaknesses, our advantages and find ways to make it extraordinare. Believe me when i said that i also feel like i'm not doing things right, that along the way i made a wrong choice..But u see...our life have been charted since before we were born. Any wrong choices that we made were tailored that way so that we reach to this point and ponder on how to make it better and then strugle to make them right. This is our JIHAD! Our purpose in life is to make things better, to make people around us feel better. And guess what ct...in so many ways..u always make me feel better...n it happen every time i see u. Be happy ct...in so many ways we r blessed.
salam...
am touched!!!! really, really, really help me... tq so much!!! luv u ^-^
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